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Membantu memang hal yang mulya dan berguna, namun adakalanya membantu menjadi hal yang tidak menyenangkan baik diri sendiri maupun bagi orang lain di sekitar kita. Bukan tidak mungkin kita malah menjadi dongkol setelah membantu seseorang, hal ini mungkin dikarenakan harapan kita yang terlalu berlebih ketika membantu seseorang, padahal dalam PPKN kan kita diharapkan membantu tanpa pamrih artinya tidak mengharapkan sesuatu. Namun dalam kenyataan kita kadang terlalu banyak mengharapkan loe...walaupun tidak tersirat dan tersurat.... Jadi bagaimana solusinya hayo? solusinya sih benernya gampang kalau kita bisa lebih tidak memikirkan keuntungan dan apa yang kita dapat or mungkin bagi orang yang memang inign mendapatkan keuntungan lebih baik cari jalan yang save aja untuk membantu orang .. batasi bantuan anda sehingga ketika anda tidak mendapatkankan balasan, paling gak rasa sakit bisa dikurangi...or bantulah seseornag kalau kamu memang ingin membantu seseorang, jangan dipaksakan atau didasari pada motif tertentu or mungkin memabntu seseorang saat anda benar dalam masa sengang, sehingga tidak mebebani anda dan anda tidak merasakan dirugikan...or mungkin pola pikir anda perlu diubah...wakakak mungkin anda terlalu egosentris sehingga semuanya anda nilai apa untungnya saya jika....klo yang ini lebih baik dikurangin deh anda kan hidup dengan banyak orang jadi apa salahnya membantu seseorang kan nantinya saat kita kesusahan paling gak ada orang yang mau membantu kita karena dulu pernah dibantu... yah pokoknya membantu dengan tulus gak ada ruginya deh wkakkakka

Membantu dengan Hati tidak dengan maksud-maksud terselubung sebab hati anda kan sakit bila mengharpakan sesutu tapi tidak mendapatkan sesuatu

pengemar rahasia

karena temanya tentang pengemar rahsia wa akan share lagu andalan ku yaitu lagunya anime midroi no hibi or midori days...wakkakaka abis nih lagu emang bener buat ornag yang naksir berat seseorang tapi gak pernah berani ngugkapin perasannya ....wakakaka beraninya cuman muka mupeng trus .... ngarep2 klo lagi sendiri wakakaakka.... apalagi sampai teropsesi

Mou Sukoshi... Mou Sukoshi...

soshite kizuita toki ni kangaeteru no wa kimi no koto de
sore ga sugoku hazukashikattari
sugoku iyadattari omoete
sore wa boku ga kimochi wo tsutaeru koto ga kowai kara de

When I noticed I was thinking about you...
I felt very embarassed
And I really hate that feeling
That's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings


atama de osaetsukete mo kokoro ga dousuru koto mo dekinakute
autabi ni kimi ni satorarenai youni
itsumo to kawarinai youni hanashiteru tsumori de

Even though I suppress it in my head I can't do anything about my heart
I don't let you notice it when we meet
So it can be normal how I plan to talk to you


yoyuu mo nakute kurushiku natta boku wa
kimi ni uso wo tsuiteshimau dakedo

To act so composed has started to hurt
Lying to you I will put away... but

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
ima kono toki ga kienai youni

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai
Please God, give me courage

soshite omoiagunete mo kakkou warui dake no boku de
kimi ga dou omotteru no ga ki ni natte mo
ippo mo saki he sumanai wakatteru tsumori de

When I'm alone with my bad crazy thoughts
I worry about what you think of me
I'm sorry I stepped forward to try to let you know

jibun jyanai you na mune no MOYAMOYA ga
itaku natte nigetakunaru dakedo

I'm not myself, I don't like the fog around my heart
Depending on someone else makes me run away... but

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
yoru yoake nai de kureta nara
sabishii toki mo namida wo nugutte ageru kara

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes
So wipe away your tears when you're feeling lonely


yozora ni ukabu kakete mo hikaru tsuki ga
tsuyoku mo narenai jishin mo nai
boku wo mite hohoenda hora ne

The glowing moon floats out into the heavens
I'm not stronger or more confident
See me smiling, look, OK?

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
yoru yoake nai de kureta nara

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi
ima kono toki ga kienai you ni

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai

Please God, give me courage
thx for animelyric.tv


yah klo dipikir wa sendiri mirip banget ama midori(ini sih wajar yah cewek... tapi wa cowok kok kayak cewek takut2 mau wkakakak). Seneng liat dia dan denger suaranya tapi tak ada keberanian untuk sekedar menyapanya wkakakaka..... abis hari ini rencana yang wa susun gagal semua sih jadi sedih hatiku.... hiks2..... wakaakakakajadi binun wa...masih takut salah ambil keputusan, apakah dengan kehadiranku dapat mengubah ornag jadi lebih baik or malah lebih buruk? wkakakak klo lebih buruk mendingan gak usah deh.... tapi sapa yang tau bro .... dicoba dulu....

klo diliat ternyata midori lucu juga yah wkakakak...klo dikasih temen aja mau apalagi pacar wkakakaakaka..... hiks2.... lagi merenung besok tes plus presentasi belajar nyo wkakakak... buyar deh mimpi wa wakkakaka

wkakak ternyata dalam coklat ada suaty zat yang dapat memberi efek, beriktu ini cara kerjanya :
Hal ini juga sering dikaitkan dengan kandungan phenylethylamine yang adalah suatu substansi mirip amphetanine yang dapat meningkatkan serapan triptofan ke dalam otak yang kemudian pada gilirannya menghasilkan dopamine. Dampak dopamine adalah muncul perasaan senang dan perbaikan suasana hati. Phenylethylamine juga dianggap mempunyai khasiat aphrodisiac yang memunculkan perasaan seperti orang sedang jatuh cinta (hati berbunga).(wakakakak pantes setelah makan tadi suasana hati gundah jadi tenang, jadi inget klo orang lagi tegang disuruh makan coklat ternyata ini tooo)...
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my story( renungan )

wakkaakak jadi inget ketika dulu prinsipku lucu tapi itu terjadi unseenable person, artinya disini wa menjadi orang yang selalu dilupakan dan ditinggalkan...wakakak cause i make that... lebih menikmati sebagai orang dibalik layar wakkakaka, wa bersyukur banget punya beberapa teman spesial yang membuatku terus tubuh dan tubuh lagi, thx for my best friend in my hometown, for all of my friend in civil enginering, thank for commits who change me more responsibility and make me meet many kind personality that i like and i hate wkakkakaka, thanks for all of change that given to me and all of believe given to me, i can see how hard to be good friend my be something i too naive and used other people but from that i saw how people like to insult other people without see other people feeling , when i heard that i fill pain in my hearth although is not for me, but i still can fill that...if i can, in that time i will angry and taunt that people who do that, but when i see my friend he so clam... make me study to persevere . Maybe I'm still naive because I'm to young to think other people.... wakakakaka i used my friend for my happiness but i believe i can be trust , cause i used my all of my heart.....wakakakak in that time i still devout ... but thanks for give me a good friend who help me to more good not make me trap to worse condition. I like to help people and like to listen other people problem cause with that i cant absorb what they think and do. so I can get more information from that. Thanks for my other hometown friend to make my eyes open wkakakakaka....so i study to communicated to other people on very beginning of my friendship and thank for friendship because my funny act...wakakakaaka it my devout era so, i never think another people only say what i want to say and what i want to do. I still never believe when other my friend saying love i don't understand that. I only understood friendship for me a girl is like a boy , they same to us, i finally known that when I'm in senior high school, but i don't have interesting about girl at all....wakakkaka i have same interesting but it only for fun not for knowing her more.... wakakakaka in my third semester in new class i need more time to adaptation with that new condition... in lesson and in my friendship, so in that i study new friendship tips , i call it closed method, wkakakaka it meaning that first must you do is only hanging around them and let them accepted you when you joint the interaction. and it worked for me, but not all worked....I forgot to story my first day in senior high school... i move from my hometown , so when i came first in that school i don't have friend at all, actually there is another 10 friend but all of them are separated in other class... my first friend is actually funny friend and shy person. My first memory is when in the table must be 1 boy and 1 girl wakakaka... i hate this condition..wakakakakaka.... actually in my live i have a bit friend and more bit friend with a girl . so for me it not good situation but as time passed , the rule not used again. Wkakakak in that senior era i study about not pure friendship... i saw some of my friend only come when they need our help , but when didn't need that they away from us. it make me thinking are friendship like that.... but thanks for my other friend to help me and let me to joint him when i good invited on sweet seventh my friend wkakakaka. But in senior high school is my memorial place....for me university era more fun and much more challenge ... i see many people and friend with many part of social like clever person, intermediate person, lazy person and many more...wakkaakka my first memorial is start from P3k maba and etika tutorial which make me more open to other person. In that i learned to shear my felling that i never let other people know. cause of that tutorial make me want more active on social activity like bank committee in my faculty and follow pj and joint lc pratama ( it's like leadership training like in osis...wakakakak from that i learning to became kind person). but i missed LKMTD... it like a practice of leadership in pressure.
My commit make me more confident , so my first choose is equipment division, i choose this because it important think but it work behind the scene... so it make me comfortable cause i don't need to show my skill in the other people ,from that i study to accepted more responsibility... but my study chaos wakkakaa.... i like commits very much , so at least i decided to stop it and concert in my study..but time is still not stopped , cause my interesting reading philosophy ... i like to reading it and i get many think that i understood now than i last read it in my senior high school, so i decided when you get older you, you have many thinks happened you will know what is the true meaning of that philosophy wkakakak.....back to committee i think not only get that i can see other people characteristic, and i can see thinking is easy but make it came true is hardest thing i realize that when i got my latest committee ...in that committee i confused what i must to do cause for me i usually do what my leader say but in that situation i like to became help other people wkakaka, of course i don't usually lead other people must study more about it wkakaka... and in the end the problem solved without help of me , but wakakakak i study that when you never doing anything you don't get anything wkakakaka. It journey from my first love story came from that day ...wkakakaka other people case but at least in the end i fill the same thing as my friend problem.... and maybe his the one who support me first from that situation, but with involved the situation and i need more advice about how to show it to her so i share to other people, and it make many people knowing it, some knowing cause i share it and some knowing cause my friend can't keep secret wkakakaka. At least thanks for advice and the support them give to me ....wkakakakaka. but i still confused cause one people have a very different opinion,so now i decided to make it by myself. I will her know, no matter how she fill about me.... For me the important is make her know.... when she didn't like me it up to her , not me . Try it cause i think she become the hardest friend i will got... hopefully it happened, cause the problem make our became more mature .why it because i have some interesting to her...wakkakakak time to prove what think is actually we do wkakakakaka. thank to change me to control my bad desire and change my mind about a girl.... so i try to more care and know about girl ....wkakakaka for me before girl is a strange creature and not understood able, but now to completed my journey i must know about them....
oh.... i forgotten about my UKM( student activity in my faculty ) ... i took akijujutsu( it's very soft martial art and need more used your filling then the power but the effect is incredible ). In that martial art i good the philosophy and good more about the body stability when you move to other site, so i can focus to move body weight to other place( until 2years study about it...w.akakakaka it pathetic but for me is amazing ). and from that i got discipline and a lot of hard work to get more better.
Every day live more complex but it's not make me fear...what make me fear is what i don't know and what i don' t understand but make other people suffering . cause when we got complex problem it the time for use to try no matter how good or bad decision who we take, but it's make we are learning about live.... cause live is not talking about true or false but how we life and what we do for world...wakakkakakka.

No matter what you belief and no matter what you ever do, but the matter is what do you give and how hard do you try to make the world more beautiful to live .

Bagi kebanyakan orang masa terindah adalah masa smu bagiku masa terindah adalah masa menjadi mahasiswa....dapet banyak... banyak dapet wakakakaa

MY journey isn't ended but still in procces.... it's the begining not the end... cause it never ended until my life ended

my poet 3

waktu
mengedipkan mata butuh waktu sedetik saja
menyukai seseorang butuh satu menit saja
mengenal seseorang butuh waktu satu jam saja
memikirkan seseorang butuh waktu satu hari
membantu seseorang butuh waktu satu minggu
memahami seseorang butuh waktu satu tahun
menyintai seseorang butuh seumur hidup
menyesali hidup butuh sepanjang sisa hidupmu untuk melupakannya

waakakakakak lama nih carik padanannya.....wakakakakaka ....intinya penyesalan terhadap apa yang tidak pernah kita lakukan lebih besar ketimbang menyesal terhadap apa yang kita lakukan deh ....gak peduli cinta apapun deh wkakakaka

love

love is a give
love is a miracle
but when you not show it ,it not miracle anymore
cause the spark come cause you show it

love is deepest of our hope
about our world
about our dream
about our desire
so love have many meaning
cause it reflected our felling


ini lebih ke presepsi cinta itu ndiri , bahwa cinta tidak berarti tunggal tapi banyak tergantung bagiamana kamu mempresepsikan cinta itu sendiri...cinta bisa berarti ketergantungan , bisa berarti memberi dengan iklas kepada orang yang kita sayangi, atau bisa berarti suatu kondisi yang menyenangkan.... tapi cinta memang indah walaupun punya arti plural sekalipun wakkakaka